"Hold on."
"This is NOT the life I CHOSE to live."
You get so tired from it all that I'm tempted to throw in the towel and give it all up.
But I've come so far... How can I let go now?
Hold on to the reason why I wanted to do this in the first place.
To not change myself to suit the situation, but the other way around.
Yet, I can't help myself being sucked into a vortex of deceitfulness and bitchiness.
It doesn't pay to be bitchy.
Yet, it doesn't always pay to be the nice guy either.
Is that I have 10 more days to go....
And all I have to do now...
Is to just hold on.
I find this encouraging.