I've packed my bags countless times.
Each time I do, it brings excitement of expectacy, of venturing into the unknown.
Yet, this time, it's somewhat different.

It's not the clothing that's different, neither are the necessities.
It's the unexplainable feeling itself, of knowing that you're packing your life into them.
Yes, my life, in bags and boxes.

So this is what ppl mean with 'moving on'.

As happy as I am to take this step closer towards adulthood, why this sadness that sweeps me in waves then?

It's because I will miss you, the one who cheers me on.
I'll miss you, the one I call my friend.
I'll miss you, the one who eats with me.
I'll miss you, the one who makes me laugh.
I'll miss you, who shows that you really care.
I'll miss the times shared, those I hold dear to my heart.
I'll miss the memories together, because miracles don't come twice.
I'll miss being with you, just sitting beside you, as time grows still.

And I'm sorry that I have to leave.


To all who made the past 2 weeks one of the more memorable weeks of my life,
I thank thee.
Thank you for being my friend.
Thank you for caring enough to give me your best wishes.
Thank you for all your hugs and kisses.
But most of all, thank you... for remembering me.
(To those who didn't remember, it's ok, coz I still love you :P)

Take care my friend, while I brave the vibrant yet stormy seas.
Take heart my dear, that if you ever need me, I'm just a phone call away. And on the next plane home.

God bless.



- jess, left for Meowland -



PS: I'll be on a long hiatus, at least until I get the internet fixed in my new place. But it's ok, I know you know my number :)

Phew!

I've just spent today running around trying to settle all the stuff needed to ship my car over to Meowland.

Haven't stopped since 630am.

Bleah.

Life sucks when you're running hard, flailing around blindly trying to catch the last train to Memphis.
Or in my case, the last ship.

Not only it's about the paperwork, I have to get the car ready for shipment too.

I am tired.
And yet, the worst is still to come.

Haih.

Let's just hope I manage to catch it on time.

- jess, needing to grub -

Not that I'm a big fan, but since I'm there, I might as well eat :P Haha




My bird's nest egg tart with ginger juice.
Note that it's in bold because it was REALLY good :P Haha
And ya, those little teeny strips of stuff you see in it is suppose to be bird's nest. Don't know if it's real or not la. Coz didn't taste anything also. But then again, bird's nest memang no taste wan. Haha :P

Sorry no more pics of food coz I was either too lazy to take them/ too busy eating them :P Keke





The compulsory pic.
Taken at the infamous spot whereby "If you go HK ah, sure must take pic there wan!!!"
So I ma take lor... Evidence that I was ACTUALLY in HK :P Haha

I got a news today, and I'm still shocked.

Remember that I went water rafting about a month ago?

Apparently one of the girls that I went along with came down with leptospirosis!!
(Yes, you read correct. Leptospirosis!!)

Her condition turned so bad that she collapsed, had multiorgan failure and was admitted into the ICU for a week!!

:(

You know how we always rattle off differential diagnoses without blinking, thinking it's just routine stuff, but when it really does happen, and to someone you know, it brings a different light altogether.

Of the 11 of us whom all drank river water, she was the only one who was unfortunate enough to get it.

(And yes, just in case you're wondering, leptospirosis isn't very common)

All I can say is, I'm just glad she's alright now.

It's just scary to think that

'It could've been me.'



Yes, it could've been me.




- jess, grateful -

Kengkawan-kengkawan sekalian,

AYAM BEG!!! :P

Got miss me or not? Keke

And yes, it's been a month.
That's 1/12 of a year.

Amazing how time flies when you're having fun :P

And if you haven't heard,

I got my letter, and I'm officially posted to....

*drumroll*

MEOWLAND

*feel free to insert meows here*

Suppose to report in on 16th, but I managed to defer to 25th.
I'm not NUTS enough to be hopping off one plane into another within a span of 3 days.

And I'm still reeling in from the shock.

Yet to recover from it.

Bleah.

I've been running around since I came back settling truckloads of stuff, and I've still got so much to do before I leave.

I hate red tape.
And I hate paperwork too.

So am I looking forward to going?

Honestly?

I'm still looking for the answer.

Meowland was my second choice.

And as much as I'm asking the reason why things happen the way it does, I'll just go with the flow.

And I trust Him enough that things will work out fine.

He decides. I just follow.

And from what I know, He's never wrong.

I hope Kuching is ready for this crazy bunch, because history has shown that we have created earthquakes more than once. Haha :P


- jess, Wanted: In the Land of Meows -