Of wants and needs Monday, 8 October 2007 |
Its always either i'm precall, on call, or postcall.
And to be honest, it sucks.
I'm always too tired to do things that I used to enjoy.
And I find sleeping a waste of time, yet it is a current necessity.
I want to stay up late, chat all night, and wake up at 8, like a normal person.
I want to do movie marathons, and watch them back to back.
I want to be able to finish reading the newspaper, from front to back, instead of falling asleep halfway through.
I want to be able to write like I used to, instead of just using this blog as a ranting ground.
I want to have my weekends free, and for my own enjoyment, instead of slogging away clerking patients and running labs.
I want a lot of things.
But most of all, I just want to be myself again.
-jess-